Are you living your life ?

You get your motives achieved when a need arises, similarly, i have always longed to come back to blog my thoughts but kept the time factor as an excuse always, until, the need finally urged me to let it out somewhere.

No matter how much you convince an Atheist, they wouldn't still understand the words from the Bible, the way it should be. Forget the Atheist, being a true believer of the Christ, its so hard to not sin ! Life is short or even shorter if it gets tough but one should remember that behind every success, there is a spiritual reason, and behind every failure, there is a sinful reason. Everyone goes though the same phase of life such as the infant, teenage, Adult, marriage, Parent, Old Age and that is when you finally look back to evaluate your actions in life, how good have you been, how bad have you been and you realize its too late to go back & correct them!

If you question my faith today, i firmly believe that the Bible is the truth & the Big Bang is just a crap. No matter what shoots back on me to get this fact off my mind, its not going to work, whether it is Dr. Zakir Naik's skill of logical reasoning of comparative religion, i'm not taking that kind of $h!t. It's not that i know the Bible well enough to prove what i believe, rather, it is what i have experienced & witnessed in my life which is far beyond proving them to the public. 

When i was just 5 or 6 years old, i had been terribly shaken & scared because my Brother and me were chased by a Dog for some reason which is irrelevant in this context. Being in that state of mind, i had kept the Bible in my shirt when i stepped out of the house next morning to play with my brother with the belief that this should fix the problem. As i stepped out, i saw Jesus up above in the clouds with his right hand raised up as a sign of blessing, saw it around for 5 to 8 seconds. Am i making this up, i really dont care what you think about it, because my strength is that vision. So why is that i have not been able to see that vision again ? i could have just put in the Bible in my shirt again & witnessed it again, it never happened again. I later realized that when you are clean from sins and your faith is strong, you get to see such blessed moments and at the age of 5/6, you are most likely to be innocent & capable to have this moment unlike when you grow up in a sick world. All of us have problems in life, some of them being harsh & some being less harsh, but we blame when we are in the problem & we praise when we are out of the problem. You take time to realize & show your love, Yet, HE still loves you all the time !

My main subject for today is about Late Mr. BM (FIL) who had inspired me in lot many ways. He is a Man who had sacrificed whole his life for the happiness & betterment of others. He never had a decent pay to live an average life, yet, he chose to sacrifice his best possible moments of his life for his family and saved all that hard earned penny. He was unfortunate to spend an average time with his Wife & Daughter but still he marched forward in life facing all these hurdles. He was not lucky enough to see his daughter grow up who had always wished to have spend some good time pampering her but life was tough. He had always wanted to cover that up by spending his rest of his life being with his grandson, play with him, be with him as he grows, wanted to see him as a doctor but fate was still against his wishes. Finally, when he chose to retire from his work life to finally have some family time, Life got tougher again & he was diagnosed with Multiple Organ Failure. We had later realized that he had even neglected his own health during his struggle for others. After a couple of years of medication, he got bedridden, worse & lost in senses. Most importantly, he kept talking to himself loudly during his last week, where he had mentioned that he has seen his late Father along with 2 other people who came along to meet him & had asked him to accompany them which was not much of a distance as per what he had mentioned. However, he kept saying that he wanted to meet his Brother who had not visited him for quite some years. As days passed, his Brother walked into the house & broke down in tears when he realized that he had wasted all the good times that he could have had with his Brother. Later that night, BM walked & accompanied his Dad to the Heaven. This isn't a cooked up fairy tale but something that i had witnessed during his last days. You might have seen the Angel stuffs in fairy tales,however, it is quite unusual when you overhear someone narrate that while in their "subconscious" mind.

Your life isn't just to get born, grow up, get married, have kids, pay your bills, retire, get old & that's it! As my Cousin stated, one's understanding varies from people to people. As long as you are alive, do good as much as possible, rather than thinking our best lives is after death in Heaven. Live a happy life, let the LORD take you forward, lead a tension free life.There is a saying that the fear gets weaker when you move closer to it, and it is only possible if you let the LORD do that for you. 

This is what i believe. Are you living your life ?

GOD Bless !

-Pierre